On the night of the full moon
…sounds like one of the titles of the books of Victoria Holt. Just saw a play that we needed to watch for Filipino. It’s composed of two plays and the first one was funny. It’s very interesting and all confusing at first. The second one was about two aspiring actors waiting at an audition and they were both fantasizing on being the biggest stars and the scenes and movies they would star in. It’s slightly, slightly boring, but interesting as well. I don’t know what we’re supposed to look for since we weren’t given the guide questions yet. Uh-oh. First paper in Filipino.
Tonight has a wonderful full moon. I kinda miss the days last year when I would come home at night and walk from Katipunan to the apartment. These days, I seldom go home at night. Obviously, because of my schedule. But walking alone, enjoying the solidarity, walking under the trees with sparse light with the feeling of being safe, and numb at the same time, I kinda miss it. What was wonderful sometimes is when I’ll be accompanied by the stars and the cool wind. *sigh* So peaceful.
I feel that this week I have barely gone to school. I guess it’s the effect of the weather. It makes one just want to curl up and sleep and read and be lazy. And today, I felt that it was a Friday. We only had one class wherein we had a long test and it ended at 1030. I was actually supposed to go BABAD (go to our areas and just talk with the manangs, etc) today, but I informed my companion that my class would end at 130 since I thought we had eco. We didn’t and after SA I didn’t feel like going to the BABAD even if I said so. So bad right? At that time, I didn’t care. So I switched off my phone. Off to Gateway we go. Didn’t eat a lot, such a pity coz we had lots of time before the movie started. Then I had this desire to have my ears pierced! Nope, haven’t had it pierced…YET! My dad would freak out if I did so, but I wanted to do something impulsive and so not me for a change. Then we agreed to do something, sometime when we have that thing. Doesn’t make sense, I know. We saw Fantastic Four! It’s so cool! And my throat aches from eating cotton candy, and drinking cold water after! Hehe! I can predict that tomorrow I would have sore throat and colds. I deserve it. I can’t believe how much I spent this week. Oh well, don’t really care. I hate PMS. -_-
I remembered someone from our village who asked me a question about how I wanted to be buried. I remembered it coz I just learned that our neighbor died yesterday. I’m not exactly close to him since he’s not very sociable. But I remember him always seated at a ledge in front of his house when I was a kid. He never really chatted with anyone, not that I’m aware of, but he would say a few words here and there. I just saw him last month and now…shows really how life is short and how death creeps silently to collect our lives. How I want to be buried? I didn’t answer her coz I didn’t have an opportunity to. Well, depends on where I die or on what country I can be buried in. If it’s in Italy, well, I would like to be buried in a cemetery. Their cemeteries are so well taken cared of that it looks like a garden with flowers everywhere. I would like to have a cherry blossom tree planted, the tree that yields pink blossoms; then just a simple stone or marble buried on the ground with my name on it and the other formalities that comes with it. That’s it. Simple and pink ^_~ Hehe. Actually, I haven’t seriously thought about it. It’s a grim thought. How exactly do you deal with a person who has suicidal tendencies?? It’s hard. You don’t know whether what you say would trigger something…It’s scary and yet you can’t just leave it alone.
I’m supposed to be sad. Well I was but for some reason I’m not right now. Effect of sugar. That’s why I love chocolates and my throat hates it. Haven’t heard from my parents these past days, meaning they haven’t informed me when my dad will leave and whether or not my mom would go with him. I guess I don’t care anymore. I wish I didn’t care.
I can’t wait for next Saturday! Yipee!! Well….hopefully I can go. It depends actually ^_^
Thanks dearie ^_^ You know what for ;p
Tonight has a wonderful full moon. I kinda miss the days last year when I would come home at night and walk from Katipunan to the apartment. These days, I seldom go home at night. Obviously, because of my schedule. But walking alone, enjoying the solidarity, walking under the trees with sparse light with the feeling of being safe, and numb at the same time, I kinda miss it. What was wonderful sometimes is when I’ll be accompanied by the stars and the cool wind. *sigh* So peaceful.
I feel that this week I have barely gone to school. I guess it’s the effect of the weather. It makes one just want to curl up and sleep and read and be lazy. And today, I felt that it was a Friday. We only had one class wherein we had a long test and it ended at 1030. I was actually supposed to go BABAD (go to our areas and just talk with the manangs, etc) today, but I informed my companion that my class would end at 130 since I thought we had eco. We didn’t and after SA I didn’t feel like going to the BABAD even if I said so. So bad right? At that time, I didn’t care. So I switched off my phone. Off to Gateway we go. Didn’t eat a lot, such a pity coz we had lots of time before the movie started. Then I had this desire to have my ears pierced! Nope, haven’t had it pierced…YET! My dad would freak out if I did so, but I wanted to do something impulsive and so not me for a change. Then we agreed to do something, sometime when we have that thing. Doesn’t make sense, I know. We saw Fantastic Four! It’s so cool! And my throat aches from eating cotton candy, and drinking cold water after! Hehe! I can predict that tomorrow I would have sore throat and colds. I deserve it. I can’t believe how much I spent this week. Oh well, don’t really care. I hate PMS. -_-
I remembered someone from our village who asked me a question about how I wanted to be buried. I remembered it coz I just learned that our neighbor died yesterday. I’m not exactly close to him since he’s not very sociable. But I remember him always seated at a ledge in front of his house when I was a kid. He never really chatted with anyone, not that I’m aware of, but he would say a few words here and there. I just saw him last month and now…shows really how life is short and how death creeps silently to collect our lives. How I want to be buried? I didn’t answer her coz I didn’t have an opportunity to. Well, depends on where I die or on what country I can be buried in. If it’s in Italy, well, I would like to be buried in a cemetery. Their cemeteries are so well taken cared of that it looks like a garden with flowers everywhere. I would like to have a cherry blossom tree planted, the tree that yields pink blossoms; then just a simple stone or marble buried on the ground with my name on it and the other formalities that comes with it. That’s it. Simple and pink ^_~ Hehe. Actually, I haven’t seriously thought about it. It’s a grim thought. How exactly do you deal with a person who has suicidal tendencies?? It’s hard. You don’t know whether what you say would trigger something…It’s scary and yet you can’t just leave it alone.
I’m supposed to be sad. Well I was but for some reason I’m not right now. Effect of sugar. That’s why I love chocolates and my throat hates it. Haven’t heard from my parents these past days, meaning they haven’t informed me when my dad will leave and whether or not my mom would go with him. I guess I don’t care anymore. I wish I didn’t care.
I can’t wait for next Saturday! Yipee!! Well….hopefully I can go. It depends actually ^_^
Thanks dearie ^_^ You know what for ;p
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