Revelations and such
Wow, amazing, I only have one class tomorrow and it’s the last on my schedule. How cool is that?
This is so sad. My Kelly Clarkson cd is so full of scratches that some of the tracks won’t play anymore. The irony is that I vowed that I would take good care of it so as to avoid scratches. Oh well, guess it didn’t really work out.
My day started good, like most days, was exciting and confusing, at the same time full of revelations. PE and SA were both fun in their own ways. I’m glad that my professors weren’t as horrible as I expected them to be. Anyway, after SA, I went out with two of my barkada. We ate out in Chicken Bacolod for I was craving their chicken! Yum! I think that’s the only place where I dared order two servings of rice! It was a fruitful day for we really had some catching up to do. Shit. Made me miss my barkada more. We barely communicate nowadays. As in barely! Anyway, we just talked, talked and talked. Out of the blue, Roseann wanted to cut her last class, which was Economics to go out, and since it was once in the blue moon that we get to get out, we agreed. And it was going to be fun because she hasn’t ridden in an LRT yet! We had to convince Krista though since she had practice at 3, so we decided to be back by that time. Anyway, we were having so much fun that weren’t aware of the time. It was less than 10 minutes before we realized that our classes would start soon! We were really in a hurry since we didn’t want to miss the quiz and Roseann, to be late in her accounting class. The tricycles didn’t help either because of all the ones we stopped didn’t have any sticker! And the guard in front of the restaurant was kind enough to help us. Thank God for kindred souls. Anyway, we arrived just in time after walking a long way since we were dropped off at the cov courts, which resulted of course to slight tummy aches. Sheesh! We were so hyper for no reason why during class that I couldn’t concentrate on the lesson.
We were dismissed early so we had to wait for Roseann. Then the rain started to pour. I immediately knew that our spontaneous outing would have to be cancelled. Knowing Roseann, walking out in the rain and commuting would be very unappealing for her. Since we had nothing better to do, we stayed at the ctc area, near the smocket.
This is where the highlight of the day came in. The three of us were just talking nonsense, watching the rain, joking around. Then our conversation turned to more intimate ones, then came the revelations.
I did feel like I lost my best friend, and I thought that the feeling wasn’t mutual. It was. Of course I was jealous! If I weren’t then I wouldn’t be human. It’s just natural to feel that way. I didn’t know that she felt the same way. Obviously. Of course, the person who initiated the conversation wasn’t either of us, but her boyfriend. Typical. We were discussing about how we have disagreements for one day and the next day, everything’s alright. Then being the loud-mouth that he was, he said that sure we get along fast but we don’t really talk about why we had that misunderstanding, and instead of saying it to each other, we use him as an outlet which was true, I have to admit. Anyway, that started it. I thought she was mad, she thought I was mad. An obvious misunderstanding. Then the jealousy part. She was jealous because I was spending more time with my other best friend. I was jealous because she keeps on spending time with her boyfriend. She thought she was loosing me, I thought I was loosing her as a best friend. Then all hell broke loose. Confrontations, revelations, clarifications. Everything was laid out on the table. It did clear things up.
I’m glad that that happened. It’s not that we’re not open to each other. We just don’t want to strangle each other and screen who each other’s friends are. Sure it hurts to see one spending more time with other people, but that cannot be helped. Like what we said, if you want to spend time with them, go ahead because that’s what makes you happy, that’s what you’re contented with. Our paranoia for each other may seem weird but being in the situation we are in, it would be very understandable. It would have been a funny sight to see. The three of us seated on the floor, having not exactly heated conversations but slightly on that level. Kulang na lang na maging crying session. ^_^
I am a person who is unable to say no easily. That would be my Achilles’ heel.
My mother’s computer is so frustrating! Why is it that when I’m connected to the net, it gets cut off after 5 minutes? It is such a hassle!!! I miss my computer! I promise to take care of you just come back to me!
I had a very strong urge to go shopping today. It was sunny in the afternoon at 3 and it was very tempting to hail a taxi and go to Makati or maybe just to Galleria. Good! Because there was a rally in Makati. Didn’t want to get caught in it. Didn’t push through with it though. Ever since I heard that a guard died in the MRT incident, I’ve avoided riding in trains…for the meantime o_o
I should be studying for my fil test for tomorrow, but I just can’t focus my mind. It is so distracted!!!
Recent events have forced me to rethink about the course I’m taking. I hate thinking. I might sprout white hairs. I’m sleepy but I slept as soon as I got back from school. Ack! I’m becoming a slugabed!! I have this strange habit of doing sit-ups before going to bed.
Aila’s birthday is coming soon!!! Whee!!! We HAVE to go out!!! It’s a necessity.
This is so sad. My Kelly Clarkson cd is so full of scratches that some of the tracks won’t play anymore. The irony is that I vowed that I would take good care of it so as to avoid scratches. Oh well, guess it didn’t really work out.
My day started good, like most days, was exciting and confusing, at the same time full of revelations. PE and SA were both fun in their own ways. I’m glad that my professors weren’t as horrible as I expected them to be. Anyway, after SA, I went out with two of my barkada. We ate out in Chicken Bacolod for I was craving their chicken! Yum! I think that’s the only place where I dared order two servings of rice! It was a fruitful day for we really had some catching up to do. Shit. Made me miss my barkada more. We barely communicate nowadays. As in barely! Anyway, we just talked, talked and talked. Out of the blue, Roseann wanted to cut her last class, which was Economics to go out, and since it was once in the blue moon that we get to get out, we agreed. And it was going to be fun because she hasn’t ridden in an LRT yet! We had to convince Krista though since she had practice at 3, so we decided to be back by that time. Anyway, we were having so much fun that weren’t aware of the time. It was less than 10 minutes before we realized that our classes would start soon! We were really in a hurry since we didn’t want to miss the quiz and Roseann, to be late in her accounting class. The tricycles didn’t help either because of all the ones we stopped didn’t have any sticker! And the guard in front of the restaurant was kind enough to help us. Thank God for kindred souls. Anyway, we arrived just in time after walking a long way since we were dropped off at the cov courts, which resulted of course to slight tummy aches. Sheesh! We were so hyper for no reason why during class that I couldn’t concentrate on the lesson.
We were dismissed early so we had to wait for Roseann. Then the rain started to pour. I immediately knew that our spontaneous outing would have to be cancelled. Knowing Roseann, walking out in the rain and commuting would be very unappealing for her. Since we had nothing better to do, we stayed at the ctc area, near the smocket.
This is where the highlight of the day came in. The three of us were just talking nonsense, watching the rain, joking around. Then our conversation turned to more intimate ones, then came the revelations.
I did feel like I lost my best friend, and I thought that the feeling wasn’t mutual. It was. Of course I was jealous! If I weren’t then I wouldn’t be human. It’s just natural to feel that way. I didn’t know that she felt the same way. Obviously. Of course, the person who initiated the conversation wasn’t either of us, but her boyfriend. Typical. We were discussing about how we have disagreements for one day and the next day, everything’s alright. Then being the loud-mouth that he was, he said that sure we get along fast but we don’t really talk about why we had that misunderstanding, and instead of saying it to each other, we use him as an outlet which was true, I have to admit. Anyway, that started it. I thought she was mad, she thought I was mad. An obvious misunderstanding. Then the jealousy part. She was jealous because I was spending more time with my other best friend. I was jealous because she keeps on spending time with her boyfriend. She thought she was loosing me, I thought I was loosing her as a best friend. Then all hell broke loose. Confrontations, revelations, clarifications. Everything was laid out on the table. It did clear things up.
I’m glad that that happened. It’s not that we’re not open to each other. We just don’t want to strangle each other and screen who each other’s friends are. Sure it hurts to see one spending more time with other people, but that cannot be helped. Like what we said, if you want to spend time with them, go ahead because that’s what makes you happy, that’s what you’re contented with. Our paranoia for each other may seem weird but being in the situation we are in, it would be very understandable. It would have been a funny sight to see. The three of us seated on the floor, having not exactly heated conversations but slightly on that level. Kulang na lang na maging crying session. ^_^
I am a person who is unable to say no easily. That would be my Achilles’ heel.
My mother’s computer is so frustrating! Why is it that when I’m connected to the net, it gets cut off after 5 minutes? It is such a hassle!!! I miss my computer! I promise to take care of you just come back to me!
I had a very strong urge to go shopping today. It was sunny in the afternoon at 3 and it was very tempting to hail a taxi and go to Makati or maybe just to Galleria. Good! Because there was a rally in Makati. Didn’t want to get caught in it. Didn’t push through with it though. Ever since I heard that a guard died in the MRT incident, I’ve avoided riding in trains…for the meantime o_o
I should be studying for my fil test for tomorrow, but I just can’t focus my mind. It is so distracted!!!
Recent events have forced me to rethink about the course I’m taking. I hate thinking. I might sprout white hairs. I’m sleepy but I slept as soon as I got back from school. Ack! I’m becoming a slugabed!! I have this strange habit of doing sit-ups before going to bed.
Aila’s birthday is coming soon!!! Whee!!! We HAVE to go out!!! It’s a necessity.
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