Saturday, July 16, 2005

Wheels of life

At last, I got hold of a decent computer with a working modem! Not that my mother’s computer sucks; it’s just that she forbade me to do unnecessary things to it. Humph!

Aila-baila’s birthday is on Tuesday! Man! I was planning for the whole barkada to cut the whole of Tuesday. I’m being such a bad influence, aren’t I? Alas, that plan wouldn’t push through as we have long exams on that day. Such bad timing. Anyway, how about the weekend? As long we all get together, it doesn’t matter when. As you can see, I am willing to maximize my cuts this semester.

God really listens and answers my prayers. I don’t have Italian class tomorrow. I was really praying today that Berlitz would cancel it, either because of the rally in Makati, il mio alex dell'insegnante sta funzionando (my professor/instructor/teacher Alex is working) or Aizza wouldn’t be able to attend. Reason why our class was cancelled? Alex was sick and has no voice. Of course, it didn’t have to be drastic as that so that our class would be cancelled but I’m glad that it was. Turns out that Aizza wanted to skip it as well since she also has long tests for next weekend. Phew! I didn’t realize that having something to do on Saturdays would be tiring, not to mention that it is a class. I barely have time to practice my Italian on weekdays. At home, my dad talks to me in that language. Sometimes I understand, most of the time, I don’t. But at least it’s progressing.

Well, the wheels of my life are starting to turn once again from their rest. My dad called me over to his office for some little chit-chat. He asked whether I had a sem break and I said it was for one whole month. Wrong move! Seems that he’s planning to “stop-over” Italy and see if I’m ready to take exams and submit requirements…NO!!! He asked me whether or not I was ready and confident for the future. Truthfully I’m not, and so I said so. I really am not. I’m beginning to doubt if Economics was really the course for me. I’m more of an engineering person or computer-related courses. Maybe it’s time I shifted. I mean, if ever I study abroad and pass the entrance exam for Bucconi, that would be the greatest and my parents would believe my capabilities. But, if I don’t enjoy it, then everything would be wasted.

I’m becoming such a pig nowadays! What’s up with all this big appetite??? Not to mention the chocolate cravings I have. I’m not pregnant, aren’t I? Oh my god! Who's the dad?! ;p Haha! Fat chance!

I’ve seen If Only four times! FOUR times! What in the world?! The first time, hehe, I fell asleep around the middle part, so I had to watch it for the second time. The third time was with some girls of the block and the last was with Krista’s block. The outlook of the movie changes with the company. Of course, watching it alone reduced me to a crying state. Watching it in the movie house had the same effect, except that going out of the movie house with bloodshot eyes prevented me from doing the same. The last time was funny. The reaction was something that came from a horror movie! Very funny, really! ^_^ All the screaming, the anticipation, the criticisms. You have to admit, the guy really looked funny when he cried. I love this movie. It’s different from all those mushy movies. Whoever watches this movie and appreciates it has great taste ;p

Oh yeah, they found out that the hardware installed in my computer the last time it had a problem had numerous bad sectors in it…AGAIN! Ack! Seems as if this is proof that I don’t take care of my laptop. I so want to buy a new one. That’s why I’m saving money: both for a new phone and a new laptop.

Two of our family friends are dying. One has lung cancer and the other has a severe case of diabetes. Sometimes, we can’t grasp that life really is short. We are given this certain time to enjoy life. Imagine what it feels like to be told that you only have three months to live. I think to die unaware would be better than knowing the limitation you have.

I’m feeling really sleepy right now but it’s only 12. Nowadays, that is already late for me. Most of the time the latest I go to sleep is at 11. Sometimes earlier if I don’t have much reading to do. The latest was at 3. For no apparent reason, I couldn’t sleep. I finished the book I was reading, did 200 sit ups, push ups and then just stared at my ceiling. Weird, but I guess that’s what happens when you consume two bars of Snickers in one go. Yum!


I was thinking of what I’ll do earlier and was ready to act on it, but now I’ve changed my mind. Thank god for my capricious mind, one of the few times I’m glad for it. I received an advice the other day from one of my block mates and she said, Trust your woman’s instincts. It is one of the best gifts that God has ever given us.

Why is it that some people are very interested in other people’s lives?? Wala na ngang ginagawa yung tao/mga tao, dinadamay pa nila? Ang feeling, grabe! Dumb and Dumber, you really do make quite a pair. Exag! Your head’s gonna be filled with air until it has no more space to fill in and blow up! Poor people, they will be contaminated with your “bad air” in more ways than one! god, it really makes my blood boil! As much as I want to bite your head off (eewww!), I can’t because that would make things bigger and I don’t want my sister to suffer. Besides, if ever that happens, I won’t be the only one, but hordes of people will. Makes me want to spike that head off!

All my negative energy’s spent up. Obviously I can’t stay mad for long. My parasympathetic nervous system is working hard. (<--nerd!) Oh well, still have to create another entry for my other blog. Ciao ciao!

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

from your sister

ahem ahem...seriously they're not worth it. Part of me wants to kick their ass kc hindi manlang interesting yung gossip, so gradeschool. Part of me actually is laughing coz they think my life is interesting...hahaha. just let their heads accumulate air that it's blows up. Now that would be interesting

18/7/05 18:33  

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