Heavy feeling
“…Do you know I cry? Do you know I die? Do you know I cry? And it’s not the good kind…”
I was not in the best of moods today. I guess it was evident. Being sleepy in the middle of the day was not how I wanted to feel. I have a loose reign on my emotions and who knows when I’ll snap? Not a good sight.
Well, an ordinary day. PE is useless. We were once again dismissed after having a 15 point quiz because the group wasn’t ready again to report. I went to the library to cool off and saw two of my blockmates so I sat with them. Just talking about stuff. Then we went to SA class, deliberately making ourselves late. I don’t like arriving early in that class. I can’t seem to find a reason why. Then we went to Shakeys to eat lunch. At last, he rode a trike! Wonder why the idea seems revolting. *shrugs* I’ve lost my appetite lately. I eat normally and binge on food when it’s that time; this time my taste buds seem to have lost their function. I had to be forced to eat two pieces of pizza. Anyway, went back for our Eco class. Argh! I was so sleepy that if I laid my head on my desk, I would have fallen asleep. I went straight home after class.
Hay, I’m really bothered, but the most reasonable thing to do is not do anything and just ignore those buzzing bees. Right? I’m just being myself. I’m sure there’s nothing wrong with that.
Funny. My dad told me I was like a “little tiger.” Am I that scary? Do I scare people off? Eh di they’re wimps if they can’t handle me. Ha! Why am I in a sarcastic mode? I need to let off some steam. No matter how small things may seem, they build up. Ang labo kasi eh! I don’t know. I feel mad, but should I be? Then I’m getting affected by it all as much as I deny it. But it does get to you when every little thing you do is noticed. I’m sure I’m acting up for nothing. Maybe it’s magnified because I was in a foul mood earlier.
Why doesn’t it rain? It has been thundering for the past hour and still, the drops won’t fall. The feeling’s so heavy, just fall will you!? Okay, I’m getting annoyed at the weather. I’m being weird.
I was not in the best of moods today. I guess it was evident. Being sleepy in the middle of the day was not how I wanted to feel. I have a loose reign on my emotions and who knows when I’ll snap? Not a good sight.
Well, an ordinary day. PE is useless. We were once again dismissed after having a 15 point quiz because the group wasn’t ready again to report. I went to the library to cool off and saw two of my blockmates so I sat with them. Just talking about stuff. Then we went to SA class, deliberately making ourselves late. I don’t like arriving early in that class. I can’t seem to find a reason why. Then we went to Shakeys to eat lunch. At last, he rode a trike! Wonder why the idea seems revolting. *shrugs* I’ve lost my appetite lately. I eat normally and binge on food when it’s that time; this time my taste buds seem to have lost their function. I had to be forced to eat two pieces of pizza. Anyway, went back for our Eco class. Argh! I was so sleepy that if I laid my head on my desk, I would have fallen asleep. I went straight home after class.
Hay, I’m really bothered, but the most reasonable thing to do is not do anything and just ignore those buzzing bees. Right? I’m just being myself. I’m sure there’s nothing wrong with that.
Funny. My dad told me I was like a “little tiger.” Am I that scary? Do I scare people off? Eh di they’re wimps if they can’t handle me. Ha! Why am I in a sarcastic mode? I need to let off some steam. No matter how small things may seem, they build up. Ang labo kasi eh! I don’t know. I feel mad, but should I be? Then I’m getting affected by it all as much as I deny it. But it does get to you when every little thing you do is noticed. I’m sure I’m acting up for nothing. Maybe it’s magnified because I was in a foul mood earlier.
Why doesn’t it rain? It has been thundering for the past hour and still, the drops won’t fall. The feeling’s so heavy, just fall will you!? Okay, I’m getting annoyed at the weather. I’m being weird.
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