Feeling bitchy

"...What's this life anyway? What's it to you and me? What's it to anyone? Who are we supposed to be?" - These Days by Chantal Kreviazuk

I'm feeling very frustrated right now and being a downright bitch. I feel like bad-mouthing people, but of course I wouldn't do that. It's not my way of venting out frustration. But these feelings may be enhanced because I'm PMS-ing right now. I know. I happen to have a huge appetite which doesn't happen very often. I'm feeling very hungry at this moment. But who wouldn't when what I had for dinner was a greasy meat-sauced pasta that made me want to hurl, literally. *blech* Of course I didn't finish it. I must be out of my mind if I did. I've been craving for pasta all day. I even ate (and finished) the overcooked pasta from Shakeys. I do not claim to be an expert in food, but I know good pasta when I taste one and what I ate today didn't even come close. What I'm craving for right now are chocolates! Snickers. I'm also craving for honey crunch cake. The one from Pricesmart. Yum.

For all those who were devastated and are wishing and hoping, still, good luck. That is not said in a sarcastic tone, it is a sincere and heartfelt wish. Everyone deserves to be happy.

I'm bored out of my mind. I have read all the books that I own (and have borrowed), excluding of course the textbooks. There are no interesting games in my laptop, and I have no plans of making layouts. There's nothing great to be seen on TV and I don't have vcds or dvds to watch. I even get bored while surfing the net. I really just want to read read read.

I haven't heard from my dad for weeks. What would I say anyway? That I'm failing my subjects? What great news. I'm failing Pinoy. Well, my long test was crap and so was my paper. My favorite initials (yeah right!): D/C. Then for SA, I'm sporting a C+ but that's not enough, but who can I blame but myself? I'm not exactly putting much effort. I have no idea what my standings are in Economics, Psych and Theo. I bet they're all in the range of C-C+. A B? Haha, I wish. PE is a breeze (^_~), except for that paper I had every intention of doing, but didn't make and those quizzes that are so technical. Speaking of PE, another thing that made this day so frustrating was that I was deciding on whether to cut my PE but changed my mind at the last second and went to school only to find out that it's a freaking freecut!

I want to watch a movie tomorrow and yet I don't. I might go to area, but I don't feel like it. I want to attend the prayer meeting but I don't want to share and bare my soul. Here I am again, being so capricious minded. No wonder I'm always at a crossroad.

I'm having these tremendously weird dreams lately.

Hay naku. Why does he always look down?! My plan failed. Humph!

I am washing my hands from this matter. This time, I mean it.

Busy busy month. I hate it when professors compress all the work in a month. It's so annoying!

I'm giving in to temptation. *sinks her teeth on a bar of Snickers*

I attended the ed session of AtSCA yesterday. Great speakers. Kung hindi lang ako inaantok...