Of wet weathers, unpleasant stenches and lost basketball games

"...You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face in a crowded place, and I don't know what to do, 'cause I'll never be with you..." - You're Beautiful by James Blunt

Today was such a sabog day. I went to PE class. Fuck. Free cut again, and he didn't even tell us last meeting. What the hell!?! And it was raining and everything. What a way to start the day and the weather just dampened everything, especially my spirits. I was in the mood to wear a skirt, a white one too but the weather didn't go with my plans. Anyway, stayed at the library for a while to read up for SA. I wanted to cut class because it felt so good to just lay my head on the desk and drift off to dreamland, but I was in study mode so I didn't. Class was interesting. I was able to actually listen, copy notes, participate and understand the lesson. Weird prof. What's up with her and sex? I think she's deprived on that department. She's 30 something and she's acting as if she hasn't had some. Or maybe that is the case. That's why all these mention of sex. *shrugs*

The rain didn't let up even after that class. We went to eat at Bento Box, me ordering once again the infamous teriyaki chicken barbeque. That is what I always order when we eat there. Di kaya ako magsawa? I was quite subdued the whole day. The weather was one reason. The other reason is...that. Kaya pala. Oh well. That's life. My phone's screaming, "change me change me!" Hay. I want a new phone. Actually, I want a lot of new stuff, but as much as I really want them, I don't want to ask my rents to buy them. It's not as if I'd die if I don't have them, but still, I can't help but want them. Ang labo. Kagigising ko lang kasi.

We had eco. I kinda like the substitute teacher. First of all, he has a loud voice. His enunciations are clear. Like Krista said, he reminds us of Sir Eco (AC), who incidentally has also her last name! haha. Uncle. His voice wakes me up and really prods me to listen. Second, he writes on the board. Not just numbers or graphs but what he's discussing. Writing on the board and discussing it is more effective, for me that is because I need visuals to understand something. People in class were slowly dissipating. I can't do that. To just stand up and leave the class. I find it rude. If I were the professor, I would have made pahiya the students who keep on standing up. Haha. I can't be a teacher. I might be an authoritarian.

I was already feeling uncomfortable during eco time. Cramps. I hate it when that happens. One downside of being a female. You have to endure a lot of pain. A lot. Humph. Anyway, we waited for Krista's Tita Benj, who gave us the tickets for the game of ADMU vs. DLSU. Her son's so cute. Looks like his dad. Well, Norman Black's taller but I guess he's a bit tall for his age. How old is he anyway? Anyway, he didn't want us girls watching him get dressed so we had to put up this, um, whatever you call the one you put on the windshield to reflect the rays of the sun, between us while he dressed up. Haha, funny. Tita was so bait. Sta told me that she even wanted us to eat dinner afterwards or something like that. Hehe. Buti na lang hindi. I wouldn't want to see a coach mad. She reminded me of Mrs. Eala. Then, she even asked us that if we still wanted to "bum around," we could ask the driver to save us seats until we return.

We arrived at Araneta and went in. Found where Miggy was seated with my sharp eyes. We couldn't find seats close to where he was, but Chino was so good to give up 3 seats. Aaaawww...Anyway, FEU was still playing against NU. Kawawa naman. People were starting to fill up the seats. Blue and green. I couldn't believe that I was there, actually watching the game. You really get caught up with the school spirit. Last year, I didn't know shit about who the players were and who was winning and who's fighting who. Loser? Nah. I just didn't care. So anyway, we were there. Then it was starting. Drums from both sides were beating. Fun. Then the game started. We were catching up with La Salle. We were cheering until our voices became hoarse and rested. Wala na kasing iced tea. Haha. Then, it seemed as if cheering wasn't an option anymore. Our players were playing badly. It's like they have oil on their hands and can't keep a grip on the ball. What's up with the passes? And the free-throws! What the hell was that all about? Then the gap of the scores were slowly increasing. On the third quarter, I knew that we wouldn't win. They didn't even improve. Sheesh!

Watching the game would have been more exciting IF the person seated beside me actually smelled good. First, he reeked of cigarette smoke. An absolute no-no. Then add to that the odor of a wet foot that had dried up plus sweat. Basta. He reeked! I already sprayed perfume on myself, but every time he shifted positions, there was a smell that permeated the air. *faints* We were just laughing at it na nga lang eh. I mean, I can't just look up (yes, he was taller than me) and say, Hey, I don't like how you smell. You reek of used and sweaty socks that have been kept on a damp place for a month. Can you like, just move to another place? Heh, I'm not stupid to pick a fight with a stranger and out of nowhere though I did feel rebellious and superior.

The reaction of other people were really something. Every time the other side would cheer, some would passionately shout back and would raise their middle fingers. Especially when one of the players did that stupid "dance" or whatever. They were really calling him names. Eh stupid naman talaga kaya he deserved it.

Okay. Freaky moment. My closed door opened. It opened as if someone turned the knob and peeked in. I thought it was manang, but...when I asked what. no one answered. It kept moving back and forth as if deciding whether to look in or not. Weh. No one was there. Okay. I'm freaking myself out.

Oh well. The rivalry was intense. Yun lang.

I went back with tita and Sta. Traffic. It was still raining. Hard. I was tempted again to walk under the rain, but under these circumstances, decided against it. I was so tired that I fell asleep after eating dinner and taking a bath. And here I am, writing down what happened.

Oh yeah, I mentioned that it was a sabog day. I haven't even gone close as to why. I had like a lot of bloopers today. Like for example, the M&Ms that Sta gave. She said that it was glow in the dark. So I was like, cool. What I didn't know was, it was only the wrapper, I thought it was the M&Ms themselves. Haha, stupid. That's why when she said that Miggy kept the wrapper, I was like, inside my mind, why in the world would he keep the wrapper? Haha, funny! Anyway, I did something that made us both laugh at my foolishness. Second was at Araneta. The tickets were with me. I was holding them. Then there was this guy giving out tickets from EK. I didn't realize that Sta took the tickets for the game from my hand. When I approached the person who checks the tickets, I showed him the ticket I was holding, and he was like ano yan? Tapos ang kulit ko pa and I kept on showing it. It was only when Krista handed the real tickets that I realized that it was the EK ticket that I was holding. Hahaha! Totally sabog! (too many of the word "tickets" in 5 sentences)

I think I feed from aggressiveness and competitiveness. That's the only time I fair well. Is that a bad thing or a good thing?

I'm still thinking whether I would revise my paper in theo or not. But nah, I don't think I will. I still have to read up for Psych, Fil and Theo. Two for the reports and the other for tomorrow's lesson.

Something's bothering me but I keep pushing it off my mind. Escapism. I can't escape from this, I know, but right now, I have to or else, my wall will crumble to dust.

Hehe. I was asked to speak tomorrow at the Usapang Bayan for AtSCA. Me? Speak out loud my thoughts? No thanks. So I lied and said I was going home, which is of course, not the truth because I did say it was a lie right? What the hell? Ang labo nun. Anyway, I can't go home because two rooms at home are being repaired, the library and my parent's bedroom. They moved stuff to my bedroom. Hay naku, magulo na naman yun. I told my mom that she should have the whole house renovated. But if they do that proposal, does that mean that we would stay here longer than expected?? Oh well. I don't know what to think about that topic anymore. Everything's unclear. We haven't really talked about it and planned.

I wonder why this entry is sooo long? It's actually three pages long in Microsoft word. Haha! I gotta let go of all these thoughts or else I won't be able to concentrate on what I'll read later.

I super need to shop. I have nothing to wear anymore. I look in my closet and everything's just not wearable. I need new flip flops. My mom is getting caught up with the Havaianas fever. She wanted me to buy! She wanted me to buy. The world is coming to an end, isn't it? Haha, kidding, but yeah, she did wanted me to buy Havaianas. I declined. For now. Haha! Of course I wouldn't refuse an offer like that.

Why are there so many wonderful yet expensive books??? Hay. My money would go kaput if I give in to temptation. It's still raining. The wind is actually howling. Haunting. Just like the song by James Blunt. I don't know. There's something about the song that makes everyone fall in love with it. *sigh* My voice is hoarse right now. Haha!

Excuse my grammar. I didn't bother to check it.