What a day

"...Do you ever have that dream where you're walking naked down the street and everyone just stares. Do you ever feel so deep that you speak your mind to put others straight to sleep. You wonder if anybody cares. Sometimes I think I'm the only one whose day turned out unlike it had begun...And I feel bare naked and I just can't take it. I'm getting jaded. No I just can't fake it anymore cuz I'm bare naked and I know life's what you make it. Wish I could float away to some other day..." – Barenaked by Jennifer Love Hewitt

Well, I can't believe how I survived this day. Last night, I had difficulty sleeping. I kept on tossing and turning so much that my mom also had difficulty sleeping...I think? Anyway, I woke up at 7. No, scratch that, I woke up earlier than that and took my sweet time getting up, hence 7 am. Well, once again, I woke up to my small chaotic world. In simple terms: the house. So what did I do? I walked aimlessly for a while. Walking from room to room, nit really doing anything, not really seeing anything. Then I remembered that I was supposed to bathe my dogs so there, I prepared all their soaps and shampoos and took their leashes and tied each one of them to an empty post. My mom was nagging (always the right term for her) to eat breakfast but I seriously wasn't in the mood to eat so I said so and she was making drama and all how I eat breakfast at the apartment. Is she jealous? So anyway, I took a bit off the puto and kutchinta set on the table and went to wash my dogs. Hay, they've been really neglected. Really. :( I then went to help out in my room, take out the paints and such, with my mom's mouth talking constantly. I couldn't take it. I had to leave, and I didn't go back. After lunch, I stayed in the computer room and just used the net. After that, EXTREME BOREDOM!!! I super didn't know what to do. There was no quiet space! I longed for the silence I had for 4 days. I know it's no use going back, but I couldn't help it. I was gonna be driven mad by everyone speaking, shouting. There was even no decent room to stay. It was all really fucked up! I actually planned what I was supposed to do. After bathing the dogs, fix my stuff, wash my bags, fix the computer room, but after working in my room, after lunch, my body just shut down. It went to "sem-break mode." It was looking for the "bumming around" stuff that you usually do during the break, and I didn't have the chance to do that. Sure I slept. At the servant's quarters. But only for a few minutes. That was how desperate I was to "rest." Walking aimlessly, thinking just to block the noise, no decent room to sleep...what a nice break this would be. I need to go out!!!