Tuesday, November 22, 2005

For the sake of blogging

Blogging for the sake of blogging. It's not that I have nothing to say, but lately I find it bothersome to sit down and type down the activities that happened on that day, but tonight I will make an effort. Nothing really much is happening, and I find that I like it that way. It gives me a chance to focus on my studies, because this sem I need to double my efforts to get, duh, higher grades than before. I kinda think that it's impossible, knowing that I have 2 math subjects and an economics class wherein I can't seem to understand anything. But, like I said, double my efforts.

I finally saw Harry Potter and I was really disappointed. Other people may find it amazing, great and everything related to that word, but I was downright disappointed. Like at the end, "that's it?" It may be because I expected too much. A version of the book wove into my mind, my imagination directing the actors and creating scenes that I feel would really challenge the directors of the movie. I found that they were really gaps in the movie that they needed to fill. I mean, if you really base it from the book, it was really lacking. Who the hell cares if it'll be more than 3 hours? As long as the audience is satisfied, then that shouldn't matter at all. But, anyway, the actors still fitted in their roles. Cedric was hot! Perfect for the description in the book. Harry is still Harry and so were the other two supporting roles.

Saturday was both tiring and fulfilling. Spent half the day with hordes of kids! It literally sucked the energy from everyone but at least they were happy. It's amazing how something so small could put a smile on a kid's face. That sounded corny but it is true. Well, I guess it'll be some time before I'll be able to see most of them again. I'll be teaching math! Haha! Now I have to find a way to make math interesting. It's so sad to see them struggling with just a simple multiplication problem.

I really hate my sched. I know it's no use, but it's the exact opposite as last sem's.

Today we had an adventure. It's scary to ride a trike that literally goes against the traffic and seeing the headlights of cars made my heart beat faster. I thought for a second we were gonna die there. For only a second. In the end, we ended up just having an adventure for nothing. Haha! But it was fun, in a cynical sort of way.

I can't believe I'm near broke. My ATM carries less than the limited amount and my spare cash isn't worth talking about. What did I do for them to lessen my allowance? Well, I think I know the answer to that, but I refuse to acknowledge it.

Busy days up ahead and I'm not talking about acads.

Math is supposed to be fun! So how come I find eco 115 so utterly boring? But then again, economics is a boring course so I can't complain. History is like the best class I have this sem. Second to that French, then accounting, eco115, sci 10 and eco 111. Economics. Whatever possessed me to continue this course?
I can't wait to go home this Friday!! I'll be missing PM but it really doesn't matter. I mean, if I ask around, they'll think it's a joke. So what's the use?

Monday, November 14, 2005

Another week...

And so second semester begins...MWF schedule is such a hassle! Every after class we have a freaking break. I can predict that I’ll be eating during those breaks. Wahaha! My stomach clamors for food every 3 hours. Oh well...I was really sleepy during the afternoons. I'm used to sleeping in the afternoons. And our eco teacher, who is one of the most boring teachers among the most boring teachers in the face of the earth is not helping, at all! Fine, he may look kind and sure acts kind, but his voice is just so soft and the way he keeps on blabbing on and on is just...zzzzzzz. I almost nodded off to lala land.

Uh-oh. French was a bad choice! Hehe. But I like how French is spoken. It sounds so romantic and I am attracted by way the lips move as words are pronounced. The lips are like pursed, you know, sort of kissable. Hahaha! I remember watching the Les Miserable sort of like documentary and there was this French guy who was speaking; I (and so was Rica, haha! Don’t deny it girl!) was looking at his lips the whole time. Teehee! Shucks! But really, I have another prediction, I'll be having a hard time. One such difference is how C is pronounced: "ch" and "s." Oh well! It would help though to know these languages.

Sooo weird. I'm so hyped up right now, after being sleepy the whole afternoon, walking and doing my cousin's geometry o_o homework...Ooops, eating my words, I'm suddenly sleepy. Ciao!

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Gotta keep my cool

One more week and classes start again! Before that would truly sadden me, but now, it's quite the opposite. It's not exactly the work done in school but the people you see. I miss everyone!!!

The work being done at home isn't close to being finished. Every time something is done, another project begins. Just as long as everything's done by the time my dad arrives, then all is cool. But at least my room's all spruced up! It looks pretty bare. I guess I have to add a few bits and pieces here and there. However, it's not as if I'll be using it everyday...have to go back to the apartment…:(

Happy happy! *giggles* I'm looking forward to next week. But I really mustn't get my hopes too high...it's just a simple get-together. Okay, keep repeating that and maybe I'll believe it. Still...I. Mustn't. Get. Too. Excited. Haha! I have to keep my cool. Haha! I wonder what's gonna happen...:D

It's been a looong time since I've really written. I'm editing LLT right now and hehe, my work is super crappy. But I'll let it lie for a while and empty my mind. I'll go back to it later on.

I haven't gotten close to doing the things I said I would do...I'm sooo lazy. He's right. Bumming around seems a good idea at first but after a while, it gets pretty depressing. How true. *sigh* Out of boredom, I've written a few songs...okay, like two songs. Pretty depressing. I'd probably throw them away one day...or maybe soon! Haha!

I finally saw The Legend of Zorro! And okay, Deuce Bigalow...hehe. Kinda gross, but I can't complain, I was the one who wanted to see it. So sue me! Oh well, at least it's a break from my monotonous life.