Failing

I just got my math eco results, and it was one big helluva crap. My final grade went one grade lower. Nice going.

From now on, I will really really focus. No more going out, no more night outs until this semester finishes. I need the grade. Really need the grade. Plus I need to defy what she said. I'm starting to hate her again, which is not entirely bad since it happens now and then. I just wish that she was supportive, but I'm not gonna expect anything. To expect is something I always avoid.

Tiring day. I told you I needed to stop this. Whatever happened to "I'll end what I have begun?" Clearly I'm not following it. Grrr!!! I'm so annoyed at myself.

Cold feet

We went to UST yesterday to meet up with Aila and Rica. Wahaha! We were all so sabog, but still the same. Rica still giggles at the sight of someone who looks like ***. I'm sure there is a way around the different schedules that we have. We just need to work something out.

Yesterday morning, we were all so emotional, no thanks to me! We were listening to the songs from Ryan's laptop and I kept on choosing songs that made us "sit, think and stare." Like Ryan said, we looked good enough to be photographed. Everyone in their own worlds and staring in different directions. Then when we went to class, dialogue! So not in the mood, but we scraped a 4.5/5! How cool is that! The .5 was because we had a copy in our hands. Sheesh!

I'm going to the mall this morning and I hope to be back by 12. I hope, I really do, that I get back in time. There wasn't a day this week that I didn't cut any class. HA! This week is the last week that I'll do it. Like I compromised myself a few days ago, if I don't follow the list of things I'll do first, I'll "punish" myself. So on Monday, I won't go out, just stay at home and study, especially for French and Microeconomics.

I'm gonna sing on Saturday! I'm having cold feet. Hehe. Too bad, my parents won't be able to go. I'm sorry, but you missed this big opportunity! Ha! There will never be another day that this would happen :p

He is such an imbecile. How dare he lie, and he hasn't given me the tape. I don't wanna hear him say that I didn't ask him. Sasakalin ko siya.