Serious conversations
"...I believe this is heaven to no one else but me, and I'll defend it as long as I can be left here to linger in silence..." Elsewhere by Bethany Joy Lenz
Two more days before camp! I seriously don't know what to expect. I finally found an idea for my costume...but hehe, it's a guy so...haha!
I got to talk to my dad today. We didn't speak at all yesterday. Well, I was the one avoiding him. As I've said, I didn't feel like speaking to him about anything, but today, I approached him first and greeted him a good morning. Then he asked when we could talk. This morning? So I said yes. Besides, I wanted to settle the issue once and for all. I went out, woke myself up and composed myself for 15 minutes and went back. I found it quite funny coz he had NOTES in front of him. A sort of bulleted form list of things he wanted to say. I was peeking every now and then and he was really following it. There was even a part like, what do you have to say. It was really funny. Well, not that funny, but it was.
Anyway, he first explained his side, and even apologized because as he said, when he gets mad, he tends to say things he doesn't usually say, which of course happens to all of us. That's understandable. Then he asked me to explain. Well, I was frank, told him the real reason that I didn't want him to know etc etc. After that, we went to more serious matters like what I plan to do in the future, how time should be managed, my grades, my spending habits, what I plan to do for the rest of the summer, etc etc...until it was time to eat. The whole time I was quiet because I still had something to say...but since he very much stressed his beliefs...I decided to just tell him another day...which I think would be never? Haha! We'll see.
I sssoooooo wanna shop but...now I can't shop as much as I want to...I feel so..deprived. I need to spend! It makes me feel better.
I miss you! I miss you! I miss you so much!! :(
Two more days before camp! I seriously don't know what to expect. I finally found an idea for my costume...but hehe, it's a guy so...haha!
I got to talk to my dad today. We didn't speak at all yesterday. Well, I was the one avoiding him. As I've said, I didn't feel like speaking to him about anything, but today, I approached him first and greeted him a good morning. Then he asked when we could talk. This morning? So I said yes. Besides, I wanted to settle the issue once and for all. I went out, woke myself up and composed myself for 15 minutes and went back. I found it quite funny coz he had NOTES in front of him. A sort of bulleted form list of things he wanted to say. I was peeking every now and then and he was really following it. There was even a part like, what do you have to say. It was really funny. Well, not that funny, but it was.
Anyway, he first explained his side, and even apologized because as he said, when he gets mad, he tends to say things he doesn't usually say, which of course happens to all of us. That's understandable. Then he asked me to explain. Well, I was frank, told him the real reason that I didn't want him to know etc etc. After that, we went to more serious matters like what I plan to do in the future, how time should be managed, my grades, my spending habits, what I plan to do for the rest of the summer, etc etc...until it was time to eat. The whole time I was quiet because I still had something to say...but since he very much stressed his beliefs...I decided to just tell him another day...which I think would be never? Haha! We'll see.
I sssoooooo wanna shop but...now I can't shop as much as I want to...I feel so..deprived. I need to spend! It makes me feel better.
I miss you! I miss you! I miss you so much!! :(
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7:38 PM
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