Yey! I'm gonna watch World Cup. At last. I hope italy doesn't lose to ukraine. Wah!!

Not the greatest

Like I said, not the greatest. History class has been the best as always. We had our seating arrangement today and wala na, hindi ko na katabi si Lonn. Haha. He's okay naman na kasama. Although quiet most of the time, okay pa rin. There was one time in YM when I was feeling really lousy and I had a status like “and so this is what it feels like...” Anyway, he buzzed me and asked me something about History class. Then after a while he said, oh bakit parang down ka yata. Aaaww...wala lang, na touch ako coz despite not being close and all, he kinda noticed my change in attitude kahit ym lang. Anyway, side story. Haha. Then eco class. Same as always. Eco lesson. I got everything except the part with exports and imports. I got confused at that part. Haha. Then after class Sta and I along with James got our ID. I didn't like the girl at the end, the one who asked us to close the door. Bad vibes. I don't know her, but there are times that we get bad vibes from people. She's one of those. Nakakairita. Then we went to the som photocopying machine. The book hasn't been photocopied yet, and we left it yesterday pa. nakakainis kasi kahapon pa yun eh, morning ah, 1030 then today wala pa? Grabe naman. So we went to mcdo and ate breakfast. Bonding with bestie as usual. She lent me a book and it was engrossing. It's the kind of book that you don't want to put down. I don't want to say the title coz people might get the wrong idea and I'm not in the mood to put down issues. Then Sean and Ian from Krista's church arrived. Ang kulit ni Sean hehe, ang OC, pati spacing ng lettering, dumi, lahat-lahat na. Then Najee (tama ba spelling?) arrived too. She likes Kenshin Himura very much and during camp she even made me stand so she could see my costume (I was dressed as him kasi). Then Mars arrived and we had to move to a bigger table. Then ayun, heart to heart talk with Mars. Nakakaiyak for a while. Siguro if we weren't at mcdo, iyakan session na siguro yun. But as usual, when I’m with Mars? Hyper. As in HYPER!! Xag. Tawa ng tawa. Then we saw Sta's dad haha, namamasyal sa katips :p Then James arrived too and Sean and Najee left and left Ian alone who I think got culture-shocked according to Sta. We left, parted ways and went back to som to get the handouts. Bwisit, wala, nasira. Sec B, 5 pm pa. so went to class instead. After class I went to Kostka xerox. Long line so I stayed at the lib, had it xeroxed there and was waiting with April (French classmate). We were commenting on the xerox guy coz he was taking his sweet lil' ole time na nakakainis na nakakatawa. Coz parang walang energy. Dapat kuryentehen or bigyan ng vitamins or energy drink. Para bang tinatamad siya na ewan na basta. So I was done na coz we sweet-talked the lady on the other machine to finish us first then the book that was left. Then I stayed at the lib until dinner time with Marco Charmie Iya and Diane. My spirits were kinda dampened but it's nothing. Haha, as usual I'll say okay lang, just leave it. I arrived here and ate again. Guess what my ulam was. Porkchop. Hehe, pero wala na akong gana so I ate like 5 pieces of it. Then I'm off now to read theology handout which despite its length is interesting. Talks about love, love and love. Course it has to be since the title of the book is all about love, "In The Pursuit of Love." Haaaayyy...this is gonna be a long night.

Out of sight, out of mind nga eh, punyeta naman. Gawin mo! Nakakainis ka talaga. Sabing wag isipin eh. Bakit ba ang tigas-tigas ng ulo mo? Alam mo naman na nasasaktan ka na pero hindi mo pa rin pinipigilan. Anong bang gusto mo?

The pain, unbearable. Poor Krista. She's gonna be covered with bruises, sorry sweetie. Nahigh din yata ako ng konti dun sa ininom kong gamot haha! I hate dysme.

Freshie pala ah. Unforgivable. Alam na ngang may nakaupo dun, siniksik pa ang mga sarili. Hay naku. I'm sorry. I've been to that stage but there was one girl, she kept on looking at me. Anong problema niya? Kainis. Well, I ain't gonna back down noh.

I saw Lake House. Happy afternoon :D

Hay naku. Who wants to watch the World Cup matches with me? Italy vs Australia! Go Italy!!

Unproductive long weekend

Hehe. I think I'm driving you guys crazy na with all my rants especially Rica. Ehehehe, sorry about that. I'll try, take note, TRY to stop :D

Went to Aruba last Thursday night with Viva, Charmie, Ann, Ac and Diane and danced and drank the night away with the sounds of The Bloomfields. Another time again? Ann and I "experimented" on drinks. Haha.

Not exactly a productive weekend. Slept the whole day. Seriously. So I didn't get to read the handouts and do my paper, nyaha! My parents are freaking out, basta, they want me to go to a doctor. Heh, ayoko. Bahala na.

Wala lang. Sad pero okay pa naman. Yes Rica, it's exactly what you think it is. Told you, "out of sight, out of mind" doesn't apply to me. Beh. I wanna watch the L word.

Have kwento about papa. Seryoso, he reads me right!! Freaky. Am I that transparent?

Second day

Have a slight headache.

Second day of classes. Not too bad. I can foresee EC116=DEAD BORING!! Save me.

Hmmm...Am I demanding??

Need a thesis statement for TH131 by Thursday!! Tsk. Bilis naman.

Philosophy in Filipino? 5 grammatical errors=F. Shit. What was I thinking!?! I am sooo dead. Again, save me. Load rev??

4 hour break again tomorrow! Hehe. Bonding to the max! Daya mo, 4 day weekend ka :p beh.

I miss you and I love you. Mwah.

Can't sleep...again

You've Been Bit By the Shopping Bug!

You're constantly adding to your wardrobe - and it shows However, you can show some restraint. You love good deals. Your love of the clearance rack has paid off... You probably have only maxed out card or two, if at all!

Are You a Shopaholic?

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

What Flower Are You?

Apprehensive about krAci

I'm not so sure if that mode of action was right. Was it a good choice to tell her my opinion of him? But she asked and told me to be frank, so I did. If this leads to a full-scale fight, it's not gonna be worth it. Hello, I don't want to fight coz of some guy. Our friendship is more important than that. 3 years compared to 7? It's nothing.

First day of classes!! Philo's gonna be a challenge. In Filipino eh!?! What was I thinking?? HI165's gonna be fun. EC112, another challenge, but cool, we get to sleep haha. Nerd mode. Have to be.

4 hour break. Had time to go to Gateway for a bite to eat and buy books. 4 hour breaks!!! Phew!! Hope we don't ran out of anything to talk about.

After class, saw a movie with Marco. Fast and The Furious 3 is a very recommended movie!! It was awesome! Wala lang, was amazed :D Just so you know, you can drift but please please wag mabilis :D

Slept as soon as I got back. Was soo sleepy the whole day. Slept at 3 coz I couldn't sleep the previous night. Damn. 9 am class tom. More time to sleep yey!!

I might join Frontline...I hope this is not another of my fancies wherein I'll join at first and after a while, eh, where's chill?

Signing out! *drops off to bed*

Back to school

Happy Father's day to all dads out there. We didn't have a big celebration since I moved back to the apartment today. We went to church at the Rogationists, and well, the sermon was too technical that I found my attention wander. The part came when they had all of the dads come in front to be blessed. Wimpy me. I almost burst to tears. Ehehehe...I don't know. The tears were threatening to come out. How weird right? Guess I was thinking of how I'm moving back and leaving my dad. Around 730 tonight, he called up and he was asking how I was and all. He made drama how mama wasn't eating well and how my dogs were looking for me. How touching...Okay, funny, crying. Hehe...anyway, then he said he missed me and all. Well, I was still on high that's why it really didn't hit me, but yeah, it's hitting me now...

Anyway...

Classes start tomorrow, and I hope I wake up early and have ample time to get ready. I still don't feel as if I'm going back to school. It's like tomorrow's gonna be another day of not doing anything. I guess it's because I'm not really looking forward to it. For a lot of reasons I guess. I resist change, but as ma said I would not survive in this world if I have the same attitude in the future as today.

Oh yeah, I finished watching Inuyasha. Okay, technically yeah, I did as I have seen the last few episodes BUT not the ones in between. Let's see...from 96-160, I haven't seen them, yet. Sources from KAF had gone KAPUT!! *sigh* What can I say about the ending? IT LEFT ME FREAKING HANGING!!! Helloooooooo!! The enemy's still alive! Tsk! Makes me wanna march in protest all the way to Japan just to have the illustrators add to the episodes. It was soo damn HUH!?! Haaayyy...So I'm basically saying that I was greatly disappointed. But yeah, it's still fun to watch.

Our neighbor, just across from us owns two dogs. Well, she adopted them as she saw them just wandering around, but her daughter arrived and kicked her out of the house. yeah, basically, I'm gossiping, but if you see them occasionally fighting in front of their house, which is the park, then their lives are no secret from those living near them. So this daughter started living there with her boyfriend. Recently they "abandoned" the house to go to who knows where and left the dogs starving!! The mother has a friend who would sometimes give them food but a few days past, no food was given! Poor dogs. One dog was tied inside while the other one had the opportunity to wander around. Yesterday, I was sitting at the park and the dog came near me. He was sooo kind. But he was getting thin and obviously hungry. But I couldn't give them food coz ma would object. I dubbed him "mocha" coz of his brown color and the other...hmm...no name yet but he/she was small. SO today, before l left, I gave the, water and the leftover food from our dogs' lunch. Aaawww...he was just so sweet. But I can't have any more dogs coz papa will throw a fit. Oh yeah, he followed me home! Haha! and went inside our garage and even peed on a tree, but he was obedient so he went out when manang commanded him to.

I had dinner with Marco today since we didn't go out yesterday. He gave me this wall cross wherein the passage from Cor13:1-13 was embedded :D Then we ate at Max for just a simple dinner. Hehehe :D

I have a break for four hours tomorrow!! And thank God, really thank You because Sta and I have the same breaks! Wow. We're given a chance to make up for lost time last sem. :D

Dial-up internet. How sad. I miss broadband. No more long chats with online people. Haha. I guess we won't have much time to anyway since we'll all be busy with school.

Senseless

Happy 2nd monthsary tubby!!! *mwah mwah* I love you!!!!!!!!!

Hmm...Italy vs USA?? Who will win!?! Of course Italy!! Haha. Such a biased girl.

Classes starts on Monday...I am soon not into it. I haven't packed the stuff I'm supposed to bring back tomorrow. Such a hassle. I'm gonna miss my room. My orange and yellow room waii!

So many things to say...but I don't feel like it. Confusing? Yes. I guess I'm still sleepy. I woke up an hour ago to eat dinner.

My dad says I eat like a bird. Hehe. Well, yeah, I guess so. I've lost so much weight, if that's even possible. I just have no appetite.

This entry has no sense at all.

Frustrated shopper

Okay, I'll be making this a decent entry. Haha!

"Sometimes you'd have to be ignorant at some points in life rather than being [sic] intelligent."

This was said by a person I don't normally talk to until recently. For all your weirdness, you say intelligent things, hahaha! Just kidding Ace. Thanks for recommending The Academy Is...and Craeon. Yes, being the blue-blooded pirate that I am, I have downloaded some of their songs. Urbandub's too.

So anyway, Independence Day today. Not much of a big deal though. To tell you the truth, I'm so out of touch from the local news. I pay more attention to the FIFA World Cup than what's happening in this country. Speaking of the world cup, it's Italy's first game today against Ghana!! Woohoo!! However, I can't see the game until the replay. Sheesh!! I asked them to subscribe for that channel...forgot what channel it was. Is P2000 expensive?? Hmph. It's just for a month or two.

Hmmm...everyone's schedules are different from each other. This is sooooo sad!! We'll see less of each other. If for the past two years, we almost had the same classes together, now it's either we at least have one class together or none at all. The paths have diverged and we are now starting on our separate ways. Yes, we're still in the same school and on the same course but different schedules do make a difference. A big difference. Not to mention a different school. ARGH! This all makes me want to cry. *sobs*

I SOOOOO NEED TO SHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's all so frustrating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I'm lazy to continue with this entry. I'm watching Inyasha and Kyo Kara Maou alternately. How's that for being a multi-tasker??

A good end to a bad start

Just came back from Angel's post debut party. :D

Okay, so my day really started out badly. First, when I woke up, I got a message that Abi wouldn't be able to go with me, and there I was so psyched up to have an adventure. Of course I can't blame her because her grandfather had a cardiac arrest. I had two obvious choices: ditch the debut (bad bad bad) or tell Lum. Doi, siyempre, the latter. Second, I lacked sleep. To anyone who knows me really well, I'm not a morning person, plus when I lack sleep, there's no reasoning out with me. So I take a bath and all then went down. I see my mom and she's in this I'm-gonna-complain-about-everything-today mode. So I said that I'll just ride with Lum and I have to be back by 130 and she was like, I don't care. Bahala ka blah blah blah and kept the attitude until we were on the car wherein in just a minute, she changed modes and became "helpful." OF COURSE by that time, bwisit na bwisit na ako. So mass, etc. Then they started to argue about having to be back by 130. My mom wants to let me go, papa doesn't. SO! I rode a taxi by myself. Pucha naman kasi eh! I'm gonna be the reason again for their arguments. Nakakasawa. Just leave me alone. So there I was in my rebel state, and I told myself that I'd be home late. But basta, I got annoyed again for reasons I can't state here. So I arrived home, took another bath to cool my head off and went to my room to change ONLY to find out that the top I was gonna wear was WASHED. So pucha na naman! It doesn't mean that clothes lying around my room needs to be washed. I took it out coz I was preparing for it but NOOOOOOOOO they had to assume it was unclean. Putik.

Anyway, after that, things got better. We went to Dencio's and good thing Rica and Sta were there. Then I had to sit with Luis so he wouldn't be op. Rica was sooo hyper!! Nakakahawa!! Some AC people were there too. Then the food arrived. Man!! We were only 4 on the table coz the rest sat on another long one coz they couldn't fit. SO! We had two plates for every dish. That's a lot of food man! We kept asking for more iced tea and Luis, rice. Takaw mo dude :D Then candles, roses and treasures begun. We kept teasing Luis that he had to dance and shit, haha! Kawawa naman. Oh!! You didn't see but they made beso when we left. Ahahahaha! Na-awkward pa sila. And Angel was...giggly. haha!! And there was a game too. The girls were divided into 3 groups and we had to create a gown out of tissue paper on a "model." Haha. Ang fun! Aaaww...but Sta had to leave early. Angel had her hair rebonded again! Haha! Her top and dress was pretty! I'm gonna miss you so much when you get back!!! Aaww...the video made me miss hs again...I didn't get a lot of pics though. I wasn't really in the mood plus my mind was on "other" matters:p

Tagaytay!! Haha, umuulan!! Lum's driving is...hmm...fast. Lalo na pag mainit ang ulo. :D

I love pink! Pink nails. Whee!!

Filipino movies frenzy

Hmmm...I don't like what I'm feeling. I hate this. Hay naku. Kasi naman...Punyeta talaga. Grrr!!! Ewan, I can't help it noh. I'm only human and a female! Of course I feel these things. Rica gets me.

I was chatting with Ace a while ago. Hahaha!!! May pang-blackmail na ako ha!! Paste ko na kaya...hmm...Nah, like I said, I'm not that demonyita. Tae. Haha, joke:D You are soooo weird.:D

I went out with my dear sis today and I had one helluva day! I missed hanging out with her. We see each other like...twice a month? Haha! With the exception of the month of April of course. Craziness struck us today, and we decided to see two movies. We saw All About Love. Hahahah!!! Needless to say, we both liked it! Some sappy moments, mga patama kasi and of course the kilig and aaawww moments! And tanan! A look-alike of Kit! A staggering resemblance. I think they might be related you know. Haha! Angelica Panganiban...I so don't like her though. She had the guts to show her not so flat belly. Nakakadistract. Haha. Whee! Can't believe we watched it. We saw another Filipino movie after that. All I can say is, grabe! Ha! Paunahan sa bet. Nadownload mo na yung songs noh!?! Haha! Then we went to some shops and tried on caps, shades, etc. Haha!! I miss bonding with you!! It's true, you never miss the small things until it's gone.

Reg's done. I got the sched I wanted EXCEPT for one which is such a burr in the saddle. You see, I wanted all of my classes to be in the morning for a specific reason and one class had to end at 230. At least I got the prof I wanted. The only thing is, I don't really know who I'm with in all those classes. *sigh* Let's just wait and see I guess.

Hmmm...there were some awkward moments, hehe. The P-I-G was there, but we're "speaking" if you don't know. More on that on i-t.

What the hell...every time I go out, he gets in a bad mood. What does he want me to do, stay at home all day? Please naman, I've had enough of tampo moments to suit me a lifetime.

AILA'S BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!

I may not be able to go to Angel's on Sunday. First, haven't exactly asked permission. Yes, here I go again on the last minute details. Second, I have no suitable top!!! I wasn't able to get buy today and no gift either!! This is a disaster!!! I SERIOUSLY have to go shopping next week. Plus get a haircut. *sobs* Good bye long, not exactly straight and untangled hair. HA!! Oh. And I'm painting my nails pink. Saw this fuchsia shade at the dept store. I was debating on whether to get the blue and purple too but manang saw and she stopped me from making a catastrophe out of myself.

This is such a sabog entry. Lotsa taglish in there. It's making me gulo. ACK! Haha. WTF!?! I really didn't realize that I was once again using that "make" word. Even mama noticed. Haha. Pucha!

Updates...?

"The best expression of love is time. It is the most precious gift you can give. When you give someone your time, you're giving them a portion of your life that you can never get back"

This quote was sent to me by Rica and yes dear, it is so meaningful. I love you sweetie, and because I do, I don't want you getting hurt. She hasn't been treating you right and is taking you for granted...but, it's your call and I'll be here to listen to you rant. :D Be strong but I know you already are. I love you!! And when I see you, I'm gonna give you I big big big hug!!!

Sorry I haven't been blogging lately. Hehe! It's 'cause papa uses the internet most of the time, and when it's my turn, all of my thoughts suddenly disappear, and my mood for blogging disappears.

Right now I'm fixing my schedule for the coming first semester, I've been fishing for information about professors from upperclassmen. Haayy...this is such a hassle!!!

Updates:

June 1: I was able to go to Angel's dinner!! Since us Merville people didn't have the usual ride, Abi, Tash and I decided to meet up at Jollibee outside Merville and get a cab. I was waiting with manang when Abi arrived. Haha. We were wearing the same thing!!! Pink top, brown bermuda shorts and flip flops. Then Tash arrived, and we all laughed. Siyempre ang ingay naming sa Jollibee diba? We laghed because she was also wearing a pink top and brown bermuda shorts. What a coincidence. So we took a cab and on the way, we talked, talked and talked. We arrived at Fuzion and us + Ruby were the early birds. We sat on the "bed." Then Angel arrived and ayan, todo daldalan na. The rest of the people arrived, and we ordered food. After eating, it was time for picture-taking!! You know how we are. So we asked some of the waitresses/waiters to get our pics and we were all so noisy, the rest of the costumers kept staring. Oh well, that's their problem. Oh yeah, and Angel was wearing this revealing halter top and short skirt. I total prospect for a porn star. Haha! Go to Avic's multiply and you'll see what I'm talking about.

June 6: Got my regform and went out with Marco!!! <3<3<3

:'(

Listening to Holly Brook's What I Wouldn't Give.

I can't help but feel desolate...:'(

Going out

What a bad start to a supposedly good day. Hay naku. I can't go na to Angel's. What the hell!?! I didn't do anything!! They claim I always go out!! HELLO!!! I go out like once a week na nga lang eh! They expect me to stay at home?? And when I stay at home, they say I should do something. What the fuck do they want from me? And she vents out all her frustrations on me and it's always about money. When her brother asks for money, hell, she gives any amount, but when I ask for it...actually I don't ASK money from her, she GIVES it to me and once I turn my back, she'll say na ang gastos gastos ko. Bwisit naman o. Hay naku. I'll be happy once I get back to the apartment. Sorry, but I do need my freedom too sometimes. ARGH!! -_-

On a lighter note, I was able to go to Viva's celebration last Tuesday. The Bloomfields. What an amazing band!! I do listen to the music of the Beatles and the like, but they're not my favorites, but whoa!! They made me a fan, haha! :D I had loads of fun!! The dancing part was funny. There was this American guy who would dance with different partners every time the band played an upbeat song. I love you Viva! I love you Debs! I love you sweetie!!! *mwah mwah* Oh, btw, dancing on 3-inch heels? Good luck!! :D Haha! There were times when I took them out and danced barefoot, on the stage nonetheless! Well, we got to dance on the stage when the band was done playing so it wasn't much of a big deal. I got home around...230? and Papa was the one who opened the door for me. Surprisingly, he didn't get mad that I got home that late. Hmm...well, they didn't say what time I should be home anyway.

I want a haircut and at the same time I don't. I like having long hair, but if I don't comb it after taking a bath, poof, my hair goes out in every direction.

Hmmm...I think tomorrow there's gonna be some formal party of the Italian Embassy at Coconut Palace. My dad faxed a message that he's gonna be attending, BUT I'm not sure who's he gonna bring, me or mama coz he wrote his name and "Cecilia." I don't know if that's me or mama though...I hope it's not me. Why?? I have NO dress!! Formal eh.

12:44 PM
Huh? Ang labo. My dad agreed to let me go na. Haha!! Well, I ain't complaining.