Meron na dahil sa meron!

Whee! I just got a philosophical insight!!! Nagpakita na rin ang meron sa akin. I thank "pagtapak sa tae and pagtapak sa putik." Haha! I know, kadiri, but surprisingly, it helped. :D

Mayroon akong mahabang kwento. I'll post it later. What a day :D

Before anything else, before doing my philo paper and printing all the stat lectures and homework, I thought I'd blog for a while.

This week will be a very busy one. One activity/hw/midterm after another. Even during the weekend. Shucks. No weekend again. It's just Monday and I've already spent more than 500!! Aside from food, I bought two books from National. Just indulging myself again since I miss reading books that aren't required.

I bonded again with Shuba today. We had macro again, with the index cards which we dread. *sigh* I couldn't quite understand the lesson today though. My mind was just not inside the classroom. It was out there, roaming free, jumping from one topic to another. After class we hanged out for a while at the k-bench and she bought shirts from the doghouse hehe. We ate out at Bento Topps and went to nation to browse books. And also looked for birthday cards. I hope you're feeling better now.

I cut philo...again.

Had Speed Idol! Ang kukulit :D Pero magaling yung nanalo.

Ate out at Tosh, again, with Charms, Diane, Gen and Marco :D Fun fun! I missed you guys!!

So many things to do!!! Philo paper!! Waah. Give me an insight or even a question...well, for the latter I already have one. Still...

Oh no. I'm already sleepy!!!

Kubrador...ulit

Hayayayay. I will be watching Kubrador again, this time with Vany tomorrow. Ewww...Nakakasuka kaya panoorin!! And I still don't know what's philosophical about it. Maybe another look would be useful.

I'm going broke!!! I'm been spending my money non-stop. :( But I'm happy to say that most of it goes to food. I hope I still have money to go out on Friday. I promised myself that my atm money would be "untouchable."

I watched SOP last Sunday haha! Star-strucked? Nah, hardly. It was funny coz I kept asking Vany who those people on stage were. The impression I got from the entertainers was that they're BORED with what they're doing. They're doing this everyday that now it's nothing new; just a routine that they follow everyday. The only real person there was Ogie Alcasid because he was the only one who really tried to interact with the audience, kept cracking jokes and seemed to enjoy what he was doing. Well, he wasn't the only one who interacted with the audience though. There was this gay who called him/herself (I'm confused) 'audience coordinator. ' He made us wave these ribbons on sticks. Shucks. Cameras weren't allowed in and we couldn't use our phones while the show was going on. Darn it! At the end of the day, we acquired respect for the audiences rather than the actors. Imagine sitting there for almost 3 hours, forced to scream and wave those sticks non-stop and you get to use the loo one at a time. It's hard work and leaves your butt numbed and legs cramped. Not to mention HUNGRY!!! Tsss...Oh well, 9 more to go. I want to perfect this. I need it.

I saw The Devil Wears Prada yesterday at Gale. I love the clothes!!! *sigh* In the end, I liked Miranda's character hehe.

I got my macro results today. B+. Not bad considering I didn't get to study the night before. Bakit kaya...

This Saturday...I have 2 engagements which I haven't decided where to go yet. History group project and Stat make-up class and after that, GMA/Abs. Seems as if I won't be going home again for the weekend :( This sucks. Then next Saturday I have midterms on stat. Where have all the weekends gone???

Speed Week! Hmmm...Can I join Speed Dating? Hehehe:D

"If you had 5 billion dollars, where would you spend it?" I heard million, sorry na. Haha! Ang kulit ni P. Ro. Di talagang mukhang pastor :D 'Masculine cat. ' Tsktsk. Hehe!

I'm hungry!!!

Hmm...what if this time it's the sea who cries? Will you know?

Rundown of my day

I missed my shuba today. Get well soon sweetie!! That is the result of walking in the rain, but it was nice walking under the rain (and getting wet too) with you…yaaakkk...Hahaha!!! Hope to see you tomorrow twinnie:D

It was raining the whole day today. Shucks. Such a damp weather. It made me melancholy and sad and annoyed and just frustrated about this whole situation. Not entirely frustrated but just argh!

Theology was the usual although we had fewer notes. He mostly made kwento again, about trusting your intuition. I really think there's something up. Inconsistent eh. Why can't we talk to each other??

I was copying notes for Macro during Stat. I have no idea what the hell we're discussing in Stat Have to read up...again!!!

Had macro make-up class. During this time I was already hungry. 3 classes in a row. Sobrang gutom. That's why after class, I met up with Mars and we ate two dishes: burger steak and mac and cheese, but we didn't get to finish the latter. Speaking of food...I'm hungry right now. I'm craving for pepperoni pizza!!! -_-

I went home and slept 'til dinner time.

I was watching Gilmore Girls earlier and something dawned on me. That maybe the reason why I'm watching this show is because I can never have the same relationship with my mom...but it's nice to dream.

I lost my ring earlier...:'( It just slipped off my finger, and I didn't even realized it. My middle finger is now bare, and I'm not used to it. So sad...and my mom was the one who gave it. :(

Currently feeling...

...torn.

Can I do this?

Not the best of weekends

Saturday begun quite well though. Sta slept over!! Whee! We fit in my bed! Although I think at one point durng the night, I got crushed. Haha! Just kidding. I slept well that I didn't wake up during the night. I woke up early though coz my phone vibrated; it was under my pillow (that's how much of a light sleeper I am) and the other phone (landline) rang. Tss! Then according to her, I made her my huggly tubby during the night...hmm...don't remember! Haha!

Yaak. Walang toothbrush haha! But manang bought her one. Aaaww...Then we ate breakfast, wrote down messages, watched a part of Life As You Know It, washed up, ate lunch then went to the stairs where Sta was picked up by her mom and I went to school.

History project, at last IS going somewhere! Phew! However, next Saturday we would be having an extended meeting from 10-3. *sigh* After the meeting, I went home to Merville. It's so tiring! But I got to see my dogs as a consolation. I got to talk to Papa too! But I didn't get to talk to him much coz Mama kept butting in.

I LOVE CRAEONS!!! Yes Ace, tell Pao haha!

Kinda hellish week. And I won't be able to go out on Thursday. Tomorrow I have routine interview. What a nice timing. I’m all screwed up.

Ignoring the signs

A gimmick doomed from the start. Hmmm...It was a very interesting night, but let's start from the beginning.

Last night, we were already planning to go out today as was talked about a long time ago. Turns out that some couldn't go so we just decided to still continue it. Chess, Sta and I...and if ever, Rica. We were gonna watch Click at Shang around 5. Since Sta had a class from 330-430, she decided to cut it to have more time for commuting.

Today, the heavens were against us.
1) Sta's dad got sick so her mom was asking her to go home ASAP but for some reason, she was given permission to sleep over which she asked at the last minutes PROVIDED that we would leave her laptop at my house.
2) We (or rather Sta) asked Dex to go with us since he was hanging out with us at kostka and he also wanted to see Click. He agreed but we had to wait for him since he had a class 'til 430. So Sta had to go to her 330 class while I stayed at the lib to sleep. Super sleepy for some reason, and I even woke up late, 630 rather than 530.
3) Rica couldn't go.
4) 430 came and we were a few minutes late because we came from my house.
5) TRAFFIC!! Because the new bridge collapsed. Galing! Got hit by a truck. Stupid truck!
6) 5 na! So we decided at the last minute to change destinations from Shang to Gale so at least we could watch again the parts that we missed.
7) I left my camera inside Dex's car. And that was also one reason why we went back to the apartment. Ang galing!
8) Sta and I had limited load. We're poor.
9) Her mom said we should leave the place as soon as the movie was done. Well, we repeated it so it was done at 8. Then we decided to eat out and we were done by around 845.
10) NO MONEY! But we still had to buy a few "essentials" since Sta didn't bring any clothes or toiletries with her. Haha!
11) Raining + stupid timing for the implementation of 'no loading and unloading' + no taxi = two frustrated worried wet girls. Takte.
12) Parents calling and checking up every now and then.

BUT!!! Despite all those misfortunes, it was fun! We saw Chess! She got thinner! WOW!!! Sexy!!! The movie Click was funny and we got touched by some scenes. When I cry, Krista cries and vice versa. Aaaww...Naalala ko tuloy...Oh yeah, la lang, cool. I was wearing white, she was wearing black. Yin and Yang. Then at kostka, James was wearing black and Dex was wearing white haha! Uniform.

Repetitio for philo was stressing; however, I didn't have the chance to recite since I was done some weeks ago, but still...It forces you to be really careful with the words you use. Grabe. Ako pa naman ay mahina sa Tagalog. History meeting again tomorrow. Isa pa yun. *sigh*

Thanks Sta! Thanks Dex! Thanks Chess!!! Go visit ADMU SOON!!! :D

Kainis. I have an exam on Thursday and Friday. I have to study...So much for my plan!!! :'( One big HUMPH!!!

Oh yeah, did I mention that Krista's sleeping over? YEAH!! First time...here. And without clothes haha! Right now she's on the phone with *toot*. Kinikilig! :D

God's goodness

Yey!!! We're gonna see Chess tomorrow! We're going to Shang to hang out and watch a movie. Whee! I'm excited na! :D

Today I cut my Theology class to do my Stat hw. Shucks. According to Sta I missed a "titillating" lesson. Eeeewww...I can't even imagine what he said. Stat came and I passed my whatever homework. After class, Debs went with me to Speed room, and while waiting for our area, we tried to solve a wooden puzzle which we got so frustrated over solving. In the end, we accomplished nothing haha! After a while, with some prodding from someone, I finally sucked in my anger and hate and chatted with him casually. Asked him what happened and told him what we saw. It didn't create much satisfaction, but that's that. It just can't be helped that this person was made that way. It made me realize something though. How God is so good because he blessed this person with good and supportive friends. Although I don't agree with their conclusion na "okay lang yan" kasi sa totoo ay hindi naman. It matters. Making someone hope matters. Saying it's becoming serious matters. Saying I love you matters. It all matters and if you don't know it, then you must be that heartless. Or super feeling ka lang talaga.

But, enough about that sore topic. Area was okay. Not our best but still fulfilling. The kids danced and danced. They're so carefree, and they don't mind what other people say or think. They're being themselves.

After area, we arrived in school at 230 and since I had nothing to do, I went back to the speed room and just hanged out with Dex. A few other members were there, and they were talking about what guys do, like or think about, etc etc. Very interesting...haha! After a while, we went to the caf and at last after what seemed like forever, I ate ice cream! Whee! Then we just talked and talked. Then I brought him to class since it was on my way. I feel like a guy :p But yeah, you got a point, dapat equal...but still...hehe

I got home, took a nap, then ate dinner. Then YM again. I'm becoming addicted to this! I have to change my routine.

Anyway, I'm so excited for tomorrow! Whee! But I'm going home alone...at night. Kaya yan!

Oh yeah, I finally saw Sukob with Marco. How cool! There are no "after-effects." I was able to sleep peacefully! Yeah! Then we watched The Bloomfields again. Tsktsk! Noone wanted to dance til the last two songs!! Haha!

I just thought of something, do you need to ask permission to your guy/girl when you're going out?? Just a random thought...

Bestfriend bonding :D

I attended just one class today haha! Theology. As always, the lecture was interesting. He discussed the differences between men and women physically, psychologically and neurologically. At one time he mentioned that women were more receptive while men tend to act out which reminded me of our class in Philosophy yesterday. Sir gave a situation wherein you see your mom one day in a restaurant along Katipunan with another man. There are feeding each other and are being sweet. What would you do and what would you feel? One girl said that she wouldn't confront her mom right then and there but just approach say hi and ask what she's doing then ask to be introduced to the person. Other answers were they would feel betrayed, hurt, disappointed, etc. Those were the females' answers. Then he asked the guys the same question. With no hesitation, one guy answered, "Uupakan ko siya. Then ask questions later." Another one answered he was going to approach them, say hi to his mom and uupakan niya yung guy. I found it so funny because earlier that day, I was being teased to the full by James and Sta and I told someone in a joking manner, "inaaway na ako dito." Same answer. He asked who they were and "uupakan ko sila." So that just proves how men really act out. Haha!

After Theology class we proceeded to Gateway. We wanted to watch a movie but it's either one of us saw them, both of us or we simply didn't like the movie. We checked the movie scheds and saw that they would start after lunch, but we had to be back by that time. We just walked around while waiting for the food court to open. We went to Bayo, Kamiseta, Prp and Mango to fit some clothes. There was this leather jacket at Mango that cost 15k! Even the guard laughed at us at our reaction. Just buy a new phone :p

Then the funny (or not) thing happened at Gateway. We were looking for a table and we went to the elevated part. We stopped walking halfway through when we saw the person seated on the chair beside the place we wanted. Complete 180˚ turn and walk away. Basically we just stalked him and sat on the opposite side. Unfortunately when they left, they passed in front of us! No one acknowledge whom...I think he saw but simply ignored us, but he hasn't given any indication yet if he did.

That encounter bothered us so much. We felt murderous after. Hello! One of our sister's just drowning herself in booze coz of him, and ARGH!!! I cannot describe how I feel right now. Basta, putang-ina talaga.

"We're together most of the time and still we never run out of topics to discuss." I love you twin! :D

I remember what our teacher in AC once told us. I don't remember who she was but she said that there are three things which you should never discuss because it would lead to an argument: money, politics and religion. It fairs to be true. Money matters are always a sore subject even between friends, but it also depends on the closeness you have.

I miss my dad so much. I was never really good at long-distance communication. :( My mom...she's just crazy. Last Sunday, I got so pissed that I didn't acknowledge her the whole time. I never even said good bye. But I realized...maybe I was just letting out my frustrations on her. I was missing my dad so much because Sundays were our bonding time, and the fact that he wasn't there that day simply annoyed me so much. It made me depressed, and I acted out unreasonably and immaturely. But...I won't say sorry. Call it pride, but I can't. She's making it easy for me not to. She's scared into turning to be like my grandmother that she's now starting to be like her.

Yey! Wednesday lunch again! Hmm...Yeah, I can get back in time :D

Katamaran...

An...interesting weekend.

Lazy to blog...Actually, I'm lazy to do anything lately. Sobraaaaaaa.

Blah.

Ewan.

I'm yawning like crazy. Time to sleep.

Bukas na ang philo.